Tuesday, March 18, 2014

CLASSMATES!

I really have something on my freaking chest. I know I am not the smartest in my classes nor in the school, but what sinks through my blood that people want to know about how to do a project, what did you make on your project. OMG and the biggest is WHAT GRADE DID SHE GIVE YOU? Know witch its what grade did I earn. They have the nerve to say I was in class every week. So what do that mean in class every week. Are you focusing? Did you do your homework? What did you make on your test. Saying she is favoring. Stop talking so much in class and act your age and maybe things will work out. I have a lot going on in my life right now and when I have a question I asked the teacher NOT a student. But then you had the nerves to say why she gave you that particular grade. Talk to the teacher not to me. I don't mean no harm but since I been at City College I try not to take people home with me. I say less as possible unless I am speaking to the teacher. I did not come to school to make friends. I came to get educated for Billing and Coding not witches because they are bad news. At my age, all of my so call friends are back home. The reason for so call is that I don't trust no one but MY SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST. I don't put my whole in my husband and that's my husband. I trust my husband and my family to a limit so imagine how I feel about jealous Bsssss. Get to know my personality, because I am not, will not play with you. That's why I don't do Bsssss. They will make you snap and that why I stay out of people business and its best to stay out of mine. I don't get it if you are mad at the teacher for your grade take it up with her and not with me. I can't wait until Friday for school to be over. I hear a lot about the teachers but to me its the stupid women that keeps up mess because this particular woman is MESSY.

2 comments:

  1. All I can say is wow...I too came for an education but if I happen to make friends along the way, that's good for me. Your post feels angry and a little sad. Lots of people go through stuff that effects their lives, but not putting trust in anyone other than your "Savior, Jesus Christ", you are missing out on life. You don't even put your total trust with your hubby. That is just sad and I feel sorry for you. You have to be able to trust someone tangible, everyone needs at least one person they know they can count on. Trust isn't easy, but unless someone does something to show they don't deserve your trust, you should at least try. You might be happier for it. At least find one person you feel you can trust, otherwise you life is going to be very lonely and sad. You have to have someone you can vent to every once in awhile. Even if it's your priest, pastor, deacon etc. As for people asking what you got, people are curious, sometimes it feels like a competition and some are just wanting to feel better about their grade. If it bothers you, don't share and let it slide. Yeah everyone will think your a B but you don't care what others think and your not here to make friends. Not trying to be mean even though it probably come across as so. Apology for offending, not meant to.

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  2. Oh wow. Well I can totally understand what you mean when you say, "I don't trust no one but MY SAVIOR JESUS CHRIST." I am pretty much in that place myself. I don't think we can really trust anyone with our life or our salvation, except for our Lord and Savior. I agree with you 100% there.

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